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gargamelic
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The healing process of a broken heart is so exhausting. One minute you are okay, and the next thing you know you feel an overwhelming sadness creep up on you. At that point you don't know what to do, and for some of us we cry. It is hard when this feeling starts coming when you are in a public place. I don't know what to do so I keep it all in side until I come home for the night and then I cry till I fall asleep. I never knew losing your first love could be so painful, but I guess most everyone has to grow through it. Growing pains really suck, but there is no way to avoid it. I just wish magically I could get over him and move on to dating other people, but all i want to do is crawl back into his arms. I can't believe he left me when he said he would always be there. I hate the words "always" and "forever" and those words no longer hold any meaning to  me.

"Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around".

I will never forget my first love, but hopefully next time the love will be mature.


Moving on..


friends are hard to find these days. People calim to be your friend, but never make an effort. I am tired of those kinds of people so they are going to be cut out of my life.  I wish I wasn't so weak! I always give in and take people back, but this time I am going to be strong.


If you don't want to be my friend tell me and go on your merry way. Please stop pretending.
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